thanks,

assalamualaikum,

my 23rd birthday celebration somewhere in restaurant terapung,kedai lalat

 

semalam adalah 27 Feb 2010,genaplah saya berusia 23 tahun.owh,dah tua sangatlaaaa =(.yup,saya sangat gembira,terasa diri dirahmati,dikasihi dan diberkati.dan saya sangat suka dengan segala ucapan hari lahir yang diberikan seperti:

"semoga panjang umur,dimurahkan rezeki"

"semoga dirahmati di dunia dan di akhirat"

"semoga bertambah iman mu"  

dan banyak lagi =)

dan saya berharap jika ditakdirkan suatu hari saya tiada di dunia ini,masih terdapat sahabat-sahabat yang mendoakan kesejahteraan saya di sana.terutama di alam barzakh.seperti banyaknya ucapan pada hari lahir.

"setiap orang pasti merasai mati"

thanks to zahra for the intelligence talk that we had last friday.even though it was a short,but very good=)

BIG THANKS

i wish

if i were asked by lampu aladdin about my wish

and my answer is "i wish i have lots of money"

feeling of jealousy is there when my newly graduated cousin sponsored my cousin's wedding.at least he sponsored the baju kurung to most of my relatives.

and of course,they were totally proud of you,not selfish.

your atuk especially when u gave him the money.even once,but he was so happy.

like abah said"your first salary is the most meaningful in your working life"

i wish a have my salary now!!!

just want to make them happy,selagi mereka masih bernyawa,dan kita juga bernyawa =)

please FINISH fast.

urgh***

perancangan kewangan.

i was reading this post,also this

and it gave me a calm to myself.i knew i was a very particular person about money except for food(for myself only).

when someone asked me to join their trip or vacation plan,of course i wanted to follow them,but i need to consider many things before the answer "YES".i need to consider weather u have enough money until your semester end plus a few weeks in a new semester.That's the MOST important point.

tak kisah la if your parents can support u if u dont have the money,but it shows sama ada kita boleh berdikari ke tak.like my abang said,"sampai bila nak minta duit mak ayah"

btw,the article might open ur mind regrading ur future investement.

thanks

this morning was my first day on clerking the psychiatric patients.since i approached them in the clinic,the clerking was much more easier compared to the ward.and i encountered a patient,that experience only 2 days of sleep disturbance and one day after that she developed auditory hallucination that lasted less than one week.therefore,she was diagnosed to have brief psychotic disorder(instead of major depressive with psychotic feature which was my probable diagnosis)

well,she really opened my eyes.widely in many aspects.we shared a lot of experiences together(patient was stable :D).and the important that really made me "owh,ainaa wake up" was when she said

"makcik patut bersyukur dengan dugaan yang Allah bagi kat makcik.even 2 days Allah duga makcik macam tu,buatkan makcik sangat-sangat insaf dengan kesalahan lalu"

ok,another sentence memang kena muka sendiri

"bila makcik sakit,makcik sedar,makcik lebih dekat dengan Allah,dan makcik rasa Allah dekat dengan makcik.kalau dulu nak baca quran sehari pun belum tentu,baca newspaper berjam-jam takde masalah"

ok,that sentence memang really made me totally insaf.

well,my first impression of psychiatric was ok,cabaran!

btw,my patient shared with me her homework.

"KELEBIHAN DIRI SAYA"

she can list up almost 2 pages,but when i asked myself,even nak keluar satu pun susah.ok,i havent recognized myself yet!

p/s:makcik,semoga cepat sembuh 110%

weekend

alhamdulillah,berjaya habiskan buku ini semalam.Owh buku ini sangat best,jalan cerita yang mantap,pengajaran yang sangat baik.alhamdulillah,diberi rezeki untuk beli dan baca buku ini.pasti menjadi salah satu koleksi buku kesayangan.ok,sekarang dah ada 3 buah buku untuk penulis ini.tapi ada 2 yang paling disayangi.

Dr.Randy Pausch

have u ever heard about this man?have u ever heard about Last Lecture?

I did read this book a few months ago.It's about how Mr.Randy dealed with his life when he was being diagnosed with terminall stage of pancreatic cancer.

Well,i think everybody should read this book,but u can also download from the youtube about his talk.Almost similar with his lecture.

Btw,his video also can make u cry!Serious tak tipu.Try download.

Don't complain,work hard!

Dr.Randy Pausch