tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-50305132526524922532024-03-14T07:10:02.043+08:00ainaa ismailit's better than neverainaa ismailhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15177843382489653046noreply@blogger.comBlogger265125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5030513252652492253.post-25998070621896918682011-10-09T06:42:00.000+08:002011-10-09T06:42:36.403+08:00randomassalamualaikum,
rasanya ini kali pertama menulis blog sejak bergelar doktor secara rasminya.
rindunya saat bergelar student.
sebenarnya teringat satu kata-kata ustaz waktu sekolah menengah.Ustaz rosdi kalau tak salah.
dulu ustaz pernah cakap,sebab student selalu ponteng jemaah kat surau,ustaz ckp mcm ni"nnti bila dah besar,belum tentu kamu dapat pergi surau"and i think apa yang dia cakap sangat ainaa ismailhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15177843382489653046noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5030513252652492253.post-13856432023054018012011-07-17T22:42:00.000+08:002011-07-17T22:42:50.096+08:00marriagesalam,
soalan satu
erk,umur berapa yang sesuai untuk tamatkan zaman bujang?
soalan dua
apa yang kita prepare untuk kahwin?
soalan tiga
kenapa kena kahwin?
soalan empat
kalau parents suruh kahwin,tapi kita taknak,alasan kenapa?
ok,random questions sebenarnya :-)ainaa ismailhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15177843382489653046noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5030513252652492253.post-19281057627237490662011-04-19T08:30:00.000+08:002011-04-19T08:30:19.787+08:00dulu selalu terfikir,apalah yang seronoknya kalau dapat grad?
and now baru tersedar,susahnyaaaaaaaaaaaaaa nak grad.banyak cabaran and cabaran paling besar is emosi diri sendiri.
and now baru faham,kenapa orang menangis time graduation day.
i want to grad soooooooooooooooooon,and i want they call my name with the Dr in the front this 28th april.optimis optimis optimis,
keep dreaming,
btw,ainaa ismailhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15177843382489653046noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5030513252652492253.post-51631217749587643772011-04-15T07:07:00.000+08:002011-04-15T07:07:15.906+08:00akhirnya....assalamualaikum,
kira punya kira,countdown day after day,akhirnya tinggal lagi satu hari sahaja sebelum kami semua menduduki final.final yang menentukan penentuan hidup kami terutama in the next 6 months.teruskan sambung belajar ataupun bekerja.Ya Allah,kalau ikutkan sebenarnya dua-dua tak nak.kerja yang surely double up the stress and 6 months belajar yang erk.....
Alhamdulillah,disebalik ups ainaa ismailhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15177843382489653046noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5030513252652492253.post-51182187716538807962011-01-13T22:25:00.000+08:002011-01-13T22:25:10.919+08:00believeearly this morning,i had a simple but meaningful conversation with one of my colleagues.She told me her story,as usual,end posting surely cakap pasal exam.
and by that time,mcm biasa we will say surely ada hikmah disebalik sesuatu perkara.(bak kata kakpah;untuk menyedapkan hati)
but somehow,it made me ponder,betulke kita betul-betul percaya disebalik suatu perkara,ada hikmah disebaliknya?betul ainaa ismailhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15177843382489653046noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5030513252652492253.post-34029613084847636452011-01-02T17:34:00.000+08:002011-01-02T17:34:39.499+08:00:-)kalau tak silap,lebih kurang 3 bulan dan 2 minggu,peperiksaan akhir akan memula.Penentuan lulus untuk menjadi seorang doktor atau tidak.Sekejap sahaja.Pejam celik,pejam celik dah hampir 5 tahun tinggal di Kelantan.Banyak kenangan yang ada dekat sini.baik yang indah mahupun sedih.Banyak yang jatuh,tapi banyak juga yang bangun.Lumrah alam.Kesenangan atau kesusahan sebenarnya suatu ainaa ismailhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15177843382489653046noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5030513252652492253.post-10073716301349360292010-12-29T23:39:00.000+08:002010-12-29T23:39:03.316+08:00hmmi hate DISTRICT!
we have so many things untuk search
evidence based medicineinvestigative assignment
everything is journal,journal and journalEVIDENCE
but i learned a lot.and to appreciate JOURNAL :-)ainaa ismailhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15177843382489653046noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5030513252652492253.post-63220411736980138342010-11-20T22:13:00.000+08:002010-11-20T22:13:03.773+08:00clearing destructive thoughts!One of the biggest secrets to getting what you want is to let go of all negative thoughts. Destructive thoughts are only there to help bring you down and make you feel insecure about the things you can really do. Although there is no real science behind this attitude, studies reveal that optimistic people have healthier lives. It's as if the universe liked what they ainaa ismailhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15177843382489653046noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5030513252652492253.post-1908237931587019702010-11-02T22:35:00.000+08:002010-11-02T22:35:51.758+08:00escapism!one,
currently,im not happy with my task,yes,unhappy :-(
two,
im sad,i want to spill,but somehow they are busy,preoccupied with their own stress.where to turn?
three,
which one is better,understand others or you want people to understand you?
four,
people always think they have a very heavier burden on their shoulder,being narcissistic,people should understand them,without understand ainaa ismailhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15177843382489653046noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5030513252652492253.post-79971403418965704972010-10-19T19:44:00.000+08:002010-10-19T19:44:13.486+08:00i heard about this quote this morning
"lupakan musibah,tetapi jangan lupa pengajaran darinya"
sweet kan?
btw,dengar la motivasi pagi dekat radio IKIM every monday to friday around 730-800 am.bila rasa pagi tu kurang motivasi,at least bila dapat boost insyaAllah ok sikit.better dari tak semangat seharian kan :-)ainaa ismailhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15177843382489653046noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5030513252652492253.post-42498808453699328072010-10-16T09:38:00.000+08:002010-10-16T09:38:49.862+08:00random!dulu-dulu pernah dengar tazkirah yang bila dekat akhirat,Allah akan tanya apa yang kita buat bila muda instead of bila tua.dulu tak pernah fikir kenapa nak tanya soalan macam tu,until one day,bila encountered an osteoarthritic patient.mungkin ada reason sebenar Allah nak tanya,but logically Allah tu Maha Adil,surely Dia akan tanya apa yang kita buat bila muda instead of tua.ye la dah tua,nak ainaa ismailhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15177843382489653046noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5030513252652492253.post-29833673667790245982010-08-06T14:26:00.000+08:002010-08-06T14:26:36.200+08:00rumbleassalamualaikum to all,
i never know what is IMAM MUDA.i heard about it but i have no idea what it is all about.until one day,i was you tubing and key in "imam muda".my window popped out the winner of that programme,Imam Muda Asyraf.he is superb.MasyaAllah,SubhanAllah.
whoever is the imam,the important is the content that u want to deliver.wether it can open our heart or not.(but back to ainaa ismailhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15177843382489653046noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5030513252652492253.post-68395829005604233542010-07-27T23:51:00.001+08:002010-07-27T23:51:16.916+08:00rumbleassalamualaikum
i just having a conversation with my eldest brother.yup,life is getting harder and harder day after day.no doubt on that.i don't know why i feel like my tears are flowing down the cheeks even though i try to remain cheerful at that time(very fake).but it is not a big problem by the way.
well,since raya is getting nearer although we haven't cross the ramadhan yet, my big ainaa ismailhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15177843382489653046noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5030513252652492253.post-17858344310042757532010-07-22T10:07:00.001+08:002010-07-22T10:07:21.211+08:00buang bayiassalamualaikum,
alhamdulilllah,just finished reading the 11th commandment.awesome!u cant resist yourself what happened next after next.from a page flipping to the next page until you realized that clock struck at 12 midnight and u haven't touch your academical books yet.
now i realized that i cannot resist my self to know the ending of the story,dulu ingat malay novel je yang tak boleh stop,ainaa ismailhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15177843382489653046noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5030513252652492253.post-20148636618376704652010-07-16T19:35:00.000+08:002010-07-16T19:35:38.280+08:00jeffery archer
for the past two months, i have been reading his collections.highly recommended for those who like thriller novels.those are the novels that i read,and currently im reading the 11th commandment.and ijat baru beli another 2 of his books which is Kane and Abel,and Not a penny less not a penny more.review mcm best sebab kaitan dengan money and politics.hahahaha.unfortunately,since school bukak,i ainaa ismailhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15177843382489653046noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5030513252652492253.post-85339097276774794452010-06-23T03:03:00.000+08:002010-06-23T03:03:51.961+08:00your first timemoving here this weekend
by the way,i cant sleep tonight,it is 3 am in the morning.*sigh*well,my brain keep asking myself,what is your first time in bla bla,one after another,could not stopso my brain is very active and end up with INSMONIAtherefore,what is your first time in anything that u want to share with us?
hahahaha,my brain tengah recall my first time suture the wound and injecting the ainaa ismailhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15177843382489653046noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5030513252652492253.post-75745683957824491932010-06-20T23:33:00.000+08:002010-06-20T23:33:12.555+08:00rumblehaven't update my blog for quite sometimes
just finished the one month attachment in my hometown
might be busy for the next 3 weeks we are moving somewhere update later!ainaa ismailhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15177843382489653046noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5030513252652492253.post-16603352447962671942010-05-05T07:52:00.000+08:002010-05-05T07:52:37.155+08:00pre-exam symptomssalam to all,
currently,i'm having severe palpitation the worst ever i think in this year.like last night slept at after 12 or nearly 1,and woke up around 2++ with a fresh mind,gila ke apa?intended to perform solat hajat but afraid to go to the toilet.
and able to sleep back until 530,woke up,perform Fajr prayer.Then alhamdulillah,i was reciting alQuran reading the meaning and i found this ayat:&ainaa ismailhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15177843382489653046noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5030513252652492253.post-4259286354083572632010-04-29T12:47:00.000+08:002010-04-29T12:47:13.957+08:00muslim women submit to Allah
Muslim women believe in Allah with a true heart, submit completely to Him, are aware that there is no other deity, that He is the Lord of every being and thing, and that He is All-Powerful. Therefore, she fears and respects only Him and seeks to win only His good pleasure. She worships only Him, accepts only Him as her closest friend, and seeks only His help. She also knows that only He can ainaa ismailhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15177843382489653046noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5030513252652492253.post-60805602988179693822010-04-29T09:59:00.000+08:002010-04-29T09:59:01.703+08:00kata nak jadi baikmanusia,
kata nak jadi baik,
kalau hanya kata-kata dan niat
tanpa disertai dengan action apa kes?
kata nak jadi baik,
tapi puasa pun tidak
sembahyang pun tak cukup
apa kes?
kata nak jadi baik,
nampak sahaja baik,
cakap pun kasar,
hati kotor,
apa kes?
baik pada mata manusia sahaja
baik manusia tak sama dengan baik Allah,
sebab zaman sekarang kadang-kadang yang haram kita tengok halal,yang ainaa ismailhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15177843382489653046noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5030513252652492253.post-1401387412647002282010-03-15T21:21:00.000+08:002010-03-15T21:21:48.922+08:00it cant be truei hope the news is not trueyes,it cant be truehopefullylets' pray togetherameenainaa ismailhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15177843382489653046noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5030513252652492253.post-7739925390451629692010-02-28T07:51:00.000+08:002010-02-28T07:51:03.985+08:00thanks,assalamualaikum,
my 23rd birthday celebration somewhere in restaurant terapung,kedai lalat semalam adalah 27 Feb 2010,genaplah saya berusia 23 tahun.owh,dah tua sangatlaaaa =(.yup,saya sangat gembira,terasa diri dirahmati,dikasihi dan diberkati.dan saya sangat suka dengan segala ucapan hari lahir yang diberikan seperti:
"semoga panjang umur,dimurahkan rezeki"
"semoga dirahmati di dunia dan ainaa ismailhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15177843382489653046noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5030513252652492253.post-32891254081041040922010-02-25T00:00:00.000+08:002010-02-25T00:00:46.224+08:00i wishif i were asked by lampu aladdin about my wish
and my answer is "i wish i have lots of money"
feeling of jealousy is there when my newly graduated cousin sponsored my cousin's wedding.at least he sponsored the baju kurung to most of my relatives.
and of course,they were totally proud of you,not selfish.
your atuk especially when u gave him the money.even once,but he was so happy.
like abah ainaa ismailhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15177843382489653046noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5030513252652492253.post-86561528937053044132010-02-22T23:35:00.001+08:002010-02-22T23:36:19.114+08:00perancangan kewangan.i was reading this post,also this
and it gave me a calm to myself.i knew i was a very particular person about money except for food(for myself only).
when someone asked me to join their trip or vacation plan,of course i wanted to follow them,but i need to consider many things before the answer "YES".i need to consider weather u have enough money until your semester end plus a few weeks in a newainaa ismailhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15177843382489653046noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5030513252652492253.post-76932365825784607762010-02-08T22:47:00.000+08:002010-02-08T22:47:19.980+08:00thanks
this morning was my first day on clerking the psychiatric patients.since i approached them in the clinic,the clerking was much more easier compared to the ward.and i encountered a patient,that experience only 2 days of sleep disturbance and one day after that she developed auditory hallucination that lasted less than one week.therefore,she was diagnosed to have brief psychotic disorder(instead ainaa ismailhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15177843382489653046noreply@blogger.com0